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So I suppose my thoughts of distrust towards Jeanne were justified. (Yeah, fuck a segway, I'm getting right into this subject.) I discovered that she slept with two of my friends to "get back at me" for having been with Jaimee. Now, nothing happened between her and I, we just hung out a few times.. but that's beside the point. Two people that Jeanne had asked if her and I could have a threesome with both slept with her while I asleep, in my house, only a few feet away from me. Now, I was okay with the idea of threesomes with them, but for some reason they turned down the offer after she asked me about it. Funny coincidence, right? Now, this s

""I'll try!", she said as she walked away, "try not to lose you." Two vibrant hearts could change.. Nothing tears the being more than deception, unmasked fear. "I'll be here waiting, tested and secure." Nothing hurts my world, just affects the ones around me. When sin's deep in my blood, you'll be the one to fall." ... these lyrics echoed from my car "stereo"(if you are one to call it that), as I drove from Pasadena, Texas, returning to the only home I have ever known in Lowell, Massachusetts. I should have known from the first day that she returned home this past January that something was awry, but as always.. when I truly love so

(For those of you interested in reading my previous LJ entries, here is the link: http://larrycar.livejournal.com ) Jesus, it's been far too long since I've updated this thing.. After the last time I posted, I visited my now fiancee Arlette for her birthday, and that was such a blast.. Met some of her family, friends, and coworkers, went to the Rocky Horror Picture Show live show in Houston with her, went out to eat with her Dad's side of the family, got a little tipsy one night and put on a show hehe, visited her workplace.. it all seemed to evanescent.. arriving and disappearing far too fast.. and I haven't seen her since, besides on Webc